Saturday 19 May, 2007

This day (October 13, 2005)

My eyes are feeling tired and heavy
My stomach and guts are in a churn
I can so easily fall into the dark and dreary
But I sense that with commitment things are about to turn

There is traveling and staying away from home
There is a string of broken promises and failed plans
There is a rising concern about the balance of payments at home
There is a large gap between possibilities / potential and realities / performance

In face of all of this
I seem to be waiting for insight
A sign, a symbol, a push from the Divine light
Three and half years since I stopped being an employee
Much explored, much understood, much more to perceive
The critical, the must-do is to be true

Learning to plan, to execute the plan
Learning to reflect on the outcomes
To participate in the design of the life one is here to live

Home with Savita is where my heaven is
Seeing Srushti blossom into a young lady
Nurturing Sohum into a healthy and fun boyhood

Being Present and Being Loving!

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