Friday 27 November, 2009

Cycles of waking and dozing off

What a funny cycle this is. One day you feel you have all the answers. Then as the cliche goes "the questions shift".

Then "I" slide back into sleep. Fear grips. Teachings are tossed. Meaning is lost. Darkness is near complete.

The heart screams. Sometimes threatens to stop. Yet, He does not let go of me. Instead I let go of me?!

And It Awakens, again!

This time it feels so different. And yet I have to remain watchful -- not to intervene, not to wake up again?! So that It remains awake!!