Monday 20 August, 2007

The Real Action

Long time, no see
Actually right now hardly “see”
More than a month of action flurry
Tilting at windmills – inside and outside
in a great deal of hurry

Becoming flush with the pulsating “must do” energy
Eagerly moving out to “make happiness' happen
Little realising that rather than “enlightening”
The “others” were left screaming
scalded by the brutal directness
the burning insistence
on shedding masks
on facing (ones fears)
on owning (ones life)
on claiming (real responsibility)
on becoming alive
HERE AND NOW!!

I wonder out loud and in much personal pain
If, I am here to heal my self,
to make whole
to reveal the abundance
to live a life of love and surrender
to become one with the source and the path
then
Can anger and force be my weapons, ever?
When I fight with reality,
with what is,
Blindingly obvious who looses and how!!

So I ask, is it time to embrace “Power”
to let go once and for all of “this shore”
Is it time to face the mother of all fears?
This lunatic core belief that
there is a real me
who has a purpose, a mission
to make a better you?!
that there is a finite window of opportunity?
The seductive reality of time and space?
the myth of the other and of the me?

An effective and efficient coach indeed,
The raw energy of insight feels good
fulfills the bottomless void
of the monkey mind
Perpetuates the illusion of purpose and direction
But ultimately and actually
When all is said and done
Leaves me still very much a prisoner of ME!!

So is it not time for next wave of Grace?
For the ultimate Divine Embrace?
The letting go of me and mine?
The letting come of the essential Jnyana?
The genuine living in “Whole pieces”?!

Then I hear
with joyful tears
“You are being freed
because you are ready
to shoulder the awesome responsibility”

I realise, I see
What else is there to do?
Who else can I be?
BE LOVE
BE DIVINE LOVE
Mere Acceptance, naah!
Letting Go, Naah!
Celebration and just be
let happen
light rather than heat
inspire, invoke and let it be

Only work is you
Loosing you
Finding Him
Silence
Gratitude
Action as divine expression
a 24 by 7 celebration.